Letters

Robert, I love you too, but don't stop writing me letters. I love to read them. I may take time to stop at the vax instead of doing my homework, but I will do my homework later, I can't write you email at 10:00pm. It is also comforting knowing that I will have a message from you when I log on. Maybe that is why I get paranoid when the vax is slow and hasn't given me any mail from you. I noticed that I haven't yet received any from you today. But I will by the end of the day, I am sure. I love you so much and want to be with you again. I here songs on the radio that I used to listen to while we were in the car together (yeah, I know, you didn't have a choice). Today while I was in the bookstore I found a card that said, "I miss you so much I am turning into a Country Western song." It is 11:00 right now. I have to meet with the department head in a half an hour. I am not excited. I hope that Fall quarter was long enough ago for him to forget what he gave me. Well, I am off to more email messages from you, you're right, I AM behind. But I will catch up, no worry there, and I will love doing it. I love you and want to be with you soon (14 days). Love always, Wanda

Hello honey

Robert, I have time to respond to some of the letters you sent me. I went to class to take my production test and I don't have to be anywhere for 40 minutes. I love you so much. It didn't take me long at all to take my test. I was one of the first ones done. I know the material really well. Maybe that is why I wasn't stressing over it like others were. In your letter you said that we become one. You are absolutely correct. I find that the decisions I make I don't just look at how it will affect me. I want to know how they will affect you first. I still have 9 more letters left to respond to. I would take more time to respond to this one in particular, but you might be at your computer. So while this letter gets to you I will be busy responding to other mail that you have written me. I love you Yours forever, Wanda

Sorry

Robert, I have 5 minutes before I have to be in class. That doesn't give me near enough time to read or reply to even 1 message. I wish I could, but I won't even be able to log back on to the vax until 6:00 this evening. At that point I will respond to all the messages you have sent me (there are about 12 now that I need to read). I just wanted to send you some mail that you would be getting today. The only thing I have time to say now is: I LOVE YOU I will write plenty later that you can read tomorrow. Love forever, Wanda

clarify

Robert, I just wanted to clarify something I said in my last letter before I rush off. I caught it just as I was pressing the "z" button. I had said, "I could control how much attention I gave to you and I chose not to." The I chose not to was refering to me paying attention to school. I freely gave my attention to you. You are calling me so I will go now. I love you. Love, Wanda

6 more!!!

Robert I still have 6 more messages to respond to after this one. I have put them in your file, but I have not yet read them. I wanted to check the date. If there is a lab open tomorrow I will be here responding to plenty of them. I am certainly very tired right now and I need to go to bed. My fingers need a rest. They don't want to type anymore. You said in the last letter that you still feel guilty about my spring quarter grades. Robert, my spring quarter grades were my fault. Back then, in the old days, I could control how much attention I gave to you and I chose not to. Now I can't control it, you mean too much to me. I am going to go home now. I just wanted to tell you that I loved you. I do. Don't forget it, ever, because my love won't ever go away. I will see you soon. 2 weeks. Love always, Wanda

lonely messages

Dear Robert, Yes my messages may sound lonely, but that is because I feel lonely without you. I wrote you this morning before I went to work. Now I am writing you after work. I was told that I needed to work 4 hours a day during the weekdays. I won't have Friday off when you come up. I will only have to work from 8:30 until 12:30 on Fridays. This means that it will be easier for me to stay over at Jenn's with you on Thursday. I still don't know about Wednesday, 7:30 on Thursday is still kind of early. I guess I could if you didn't let me miss class (I can't sleep through it either.) I didn't get much sleep last night. Katrina went to bed at about 5:30 and zonked at about 6:15 after trying to do a little studying. I didn't get ANY done yesterday and knew that I would be doomed if I didn't do some. Katrina, Brian and I started off to Jakes and we invited Tim to come along. After we got back I dropped Julia's shake off to her and Tim came over to do a little studying in front of the swamp cooler. We ended up talking and then Katrina came in. She had been downstairs talking to Brian in the lobby. She looked at the time and informed us that it was 4:40. We couldn't believe it. I love you more and more every day (or night, whatever the case may be). We talked with Katrina for a little longer and then Tim left. he was really tired, but I am now. I have spent all day typing at a computer screen. I typed tests, I typed notes, I typed outlines. I am so tired of typing. I am almost ready to leave all of my mistakes and let you decipher what I am trying to say. The only reason I am typing now is because it is to you. I love you. The base of my neck hurts and I think it was because of my last typing project, I don't know. Nor do I care to know. I am tired and hungry, (I didn't have time to eat this morning because I slept in as long as I could.) I am depressed because I won't be able to write you every day. Don't take that the wrong way. I will still type you every day, but most of the time I won't be able to until after 4:00. Sometimes I will be able to type in between 11:20 and 12:00. I have to figure out when I will eat though. Maybe I will just bring something to snack on and actually remember to eat breakfast and then wait until I get home and have dinner. I don't know, it will all work out. I love you. I have a new message on my vax. I will remain on for a while just in case you are on and get my message and want to talk. I love you very much and am looking forward to talking to you Sunday. Love always and forever, Wanda

Hello :)

Robert, I can't write long (only a couple of minutes) but I wanted youto get this message because I wanted to tell you I love you. After last night/this morning I realize how much I love you more and more. Ask me about it Sunday, I have an interesting story for you. I am off to work now I love you, Wanda