cars again

Robert, I am sure we can look at expenses when you get up here. All we need is a reliable car. I am not sure how reliable mine will be after it is fixed, but we'll see. If yor toyota is reliable that is fine too. We can look good after we have the money to pay for it. However, if your sister's car IS too good an offer to pass up, then it ould be stupid of us to pass it up. I am sure whatever decisions we make we will be able to handle it. We will be together, right? And that is all we need. I love you and will see you shortly. Sorry these messages are so short, but everything in the mail that I am replying to we have pretty much already talked about. I love you and want to be with you soon, I am comforted by the fact that someday I will be with you forever. I am patient and you can ask me whenever you like, even if it isn't until March (however, if that was the case I am sure your parents would find out and you won't be able to surprise them, nonetheless I will wait however long it takes to fulfill your two stipulations. I really only care about the one, that you ask me in person. But I know that you WILL ask me, so I am not worried). I love you and am anxious to see you again. I am not yet counting down the hours, that will probably start in a week. For now though, I will count in days. Love always, Wanda

2 weeks

Robert, Do you realize I get to pick you up two weeks from tonight at the airport. I am so excited. I love you so much and I can't wait. I want to be wih you again so bad. I don't want to go through this again, but I won't. Even if you have to leave again in January, this will be the longest time we are apart. There is no way I wan't there to be a longer time, that is a record we don't need to break. I am off to "ONE MORE MESSAGE" and then I will do my homework. I love you lots and will have plenty of time to write tonight hopefully. I love you. I am going to try to call Jenn today when I am home at 4:00. I hope she is there. I will be there until I have to leave for my 5:00 class. If she isn't then I will have to try tomorrow, I am sure I will get a hold of her soon. I love you and can't wait to be with you again, Wanda

Huh?

Robert, You mentioned something about showing your mother the ring and begging her not to tell your brother because then he would leak it to the rest of your family. Were you tired when you wrote this? I assumed your parents would be suprised first and then you would say something to your mother. Does that mean we won't be in Ogden? I know, you know where and when and you aren't going to tell me, but now you have my cuuriosity up as to what you are talking about. I am in the Tech Ed building. We are supposed to be working on our third project: e-mail. We are supposed to be sending my instructor a message telling her about ourselves. I can do this at anytime, along with the other two projects she gave (one due a week). She gave us a windows project, and a word perfect project. I could have all three done in no time flat on my own, so I wanted to spend my time here typing to you. I would rather write you a message now, that you can get today an type up my projects later (I will also write you later). I have a little over an hour to play at the computer lab after my math class. We will be taking a test and I highly doubt it will take me the full three hours. In a little while I will have to get off because I never did read my next section for my BEAS 170 class like I was supposed to. I also didn't study for my test like I should have. I had/have a whopper of a headache. I usually don't get headaches, but it seems like I have had a lot lately. I do feel MUCH better after talking to you last night. I really don't want to see my phone bill for this past month. It will come soon. I am going to respond to some more mail and then I am off to my studying. I love you and I always will. You do so much for me. Thank you for being there last night. I felt my endurance going down the tube and you are my strength and my support. I love you. Love always, Wanda

more replies

Robert, I have to leave to meet Katrina. I only got to read one message that you sent today. I am sad. I will read them tomorrow and I will respond. I might get out of my computer science lab early. Actually I just remembered what our project is. EMAIL. Maybe I will get to write you more than I thought. I am becoming a pro at USING the system. I don't know what else I will have to do. I will see. I love you and will respond to letters tomorrow. Until then they will remain in my reply box. It is getting smaller. I love you. Love always, Wanda

respond

Robert, I will have to respond to the last one I read later when I have time. I will leave it in my reply file so I won't forget about it. However, I might not be able to respond until Thursday, but nonetheless, I will. I love you too. Wanda

A big favor granted

Robert, I know you told me it was for me to decide. I have decided. I will grant your big favor. Robert, I am doing this so you will have peace of mind. Tim was never a close friend and I am sure I will not be losing much. I love you far more than him, or anybody for that matter. I already talked with you on this subject so I am going to move on because I have to leave so I can meet Katrina soon. I love you and always will. I love you more and more each day. I will see you soon. By the time you read this it will only be 13 days. Your soon-to-be eternal companion, Wanda

THE LETTER

Robert, I just read the first letter you sent to me about Tim. It is okay because I already understand how you feel. I also know that you understood things from the perspective I held at that time. While I am on the subject, what did Jennifer say? I am sure I will understand things. However, I trust your judgement and if you feel I shouldn't know, than I won't say another word. Do you understand that I WASN'T hesitant to tell you. I had already told you on email and I usually don't like to discuss things I have written and you haven't read yet. That is why when we talk I always ask you if you have read the messages that I have sent. I feel that I can trust you with anything and I DON'T hold anything back. You were right when we were talking on the phone. I haven't gotten as jealous as you have at times. The only thing I don't like is that I can't be with you. I trust you with other girls becuase I know that you love me and no one else. I don't think I have any reason to worry, maybe I should. There is only one time I have ever been jealous of you. That is all over and so I try not to worry you about it now even though I still am jealous. I only have 5 minutes left. I want to get to some of your other messages. I love you. I will see you soon. 14 days. Love, Your sweetheart, Wanda