Relaxing...

Wanda,

Well, just wanted to write a quick note before heading off to work today. Please ignore the comments by Jenn... I'm not thinking the way she is. I'm not concerned if you're THE ONE... I'm concerned that you're my friend and that I love you.

As to the desk: I get the distinct impression that you are perhaps embarrassed of me? Perhaps that is why you are very distant at the desk and are nervous about holding my hand anytime your friends are around. You will note, however, that I am not that way. The other night I held your hand when Jenn and company were there and was very attentive to you. Additionally, I've invited you to come down to my parent's on Sunday. I think that I have adequately shown my devotion to you, I just don't know where YOU stand.

My feelings for you have not changed... but I often wonder if your feelings for me have. Please remember that I'm 26 and single... which would seem to indicate that I've kept myself unfettered by emotional ties. I'm the type who needs constant reassurance or I get concerned and then start protecting myself against what might be coming.

However, since no lights have gone out... the usual indication that the grand breakup is coming... a warning to me to protect myself... one usually heeded... except of course in April during which I crashed and burned... I think things are still okay. Hmmm... rather long sentence, that one.

That said, I'll talk with you more tonight. I do want you to know that you are constantly in my thoughts and that I think the world of you. I'm looking forward to seeing you tonight, though admittedly I'm a little anxious because we'll be with Sally and I wonder if, once again, I'll be relegated to the status of acquaintance/casual friend.

Love,

- Robert. =)