East vs. West

Robert, thank you, a scenic honeymoon would probably be most enjoyable. You said that some people go Temple hopping but then we would have to stay around cities. You are right, I just want to get away from it all and have you all to myself. After waiting so long I think I deserve you. Whichever coast we go to would be fine with me. I am sure that you will pick a great place. The reason I talk so much about the Eastcoast (Actually when I refer to the East coast, I am usually talking about the SouthEast coast.) is because I lived in south Carolina for 3 years and I absolutely fell in love with it. The land is much greener with a lot more trees, the beaches are so much nicer (a LOT more romantic) and they have absolutely beautiful thunderstorms. Ever since I lived there (South Carolina, Georgia area) I have been kind of partial to the South East Coast. I am confidant that whatever place you pick will be beautiful and romantic. As for theme parks, I know they are pretty much the same and we can go to them if you want. As long as we are together I really don't care what we do. Disneyland is usually too crowded though, although that gives us a lot of time together in lines. We will have to have kind of a short honeymoon. This is because of the bad news I have to tell you when you call Sunday. I would write to you about it over email, but I really want to talk about it and discuss it. I am feeling better now, although I still miss you very much. I was complaining about missing you to Julia. She said that I was defensive. She said taht I have a right to miss you. I know I do. While I was talking to her I figured out why I have such a hard time missing you. I am used to having control over my feelings and emotions. Getting on the airplane is a good example. I didn't want it to be hard so I wouldn't let it be (although I will have a REALLY hard time when you get back on in July). I don't have any control over how I am feeling. It isn't that I mind missing you, it's just that I miss you so much I can't control it. I miss you wether I want to or not. Julia said it was a good thing that I missed you and that I BETTER miss you if I wanted to marry you. My paragraphs are beginning to sound wordy. I am not quite sure why. I love you and my feelings will never change. After we're married, I might THINK I might be tired of you, but I won't be. I will continue to love you throughout eternity. I don't think I meant my paragraphs were wordy. I more proper word would be redundant. I notice myself saying the same thing over and over again, just in a different manner. I am sure it is because I love you so much that I can't express how I feel exactly. Take these words from the heart, not from the mind because there is so much more I want to say but I am at a loss as how to express my feelings verbally. I am babbling so I will continue on to the next message. I love you and always will. Your future wife, Wanda