Trust

Robert I just got your letter that reassured me that I could trust you. I know I can. I completely, totally, utterly trust you. I trust you with everything that I am. If I didn't know better, I would say that that it almost too much. One of the reasons I love you as much as I do is because I trust you implicately (check the spelling on that one, I am just having an overall hard day with my brain.) I don't worry about falling for you too much because it is impossible. The only reason I don't tell you I have completely fallen is because the minute I think I am I find I fall even more. I know that no matter how hard I fall you will be there to catch me. I don't know if I will be able to take an institute class, even on Friday. I don't know if my schedule will be able to allow it. I thought that maybe I could take a night class, but if the BEST schedule works out, I will be tied up Tues, Wed & Thurs night. Yuck. There will always be after so you and I can go out. I love you. I love you so much, I didn't even know it was possible to love someone this much until I fell for you. I am glad I did. I am getting back into my "it's impossible to live without Robert" mood, and it gets harder to control. Am I too controlling? Should I not try to control how I feel. I will always miss you but I can't let myself ache inside. It hurts too bad. I love you and always will be here for you. Love for an eternity, Wanda