Sorry

Robert, I am so sorry that our comversation started off as bad as it did. You were so happy and I was so stressed. If you would of called 5 minutes earlier, I would have just gotten back from the computer lab and I was praising you. You would have never felt that I didn't want to be with you. Robert, that is the only thing I want right now. Tomorrow I will go into work and today I am going to go talk to a counselor in the math department. I know that things will just work out. I am sorry that I didn't let you go last night when you originally wanted to go. We promised that we would never go to bed after arguing, granted it wasn't an "argument" but it was a misunderstanding and we do need to keep our relationship clear from those too. I love you and I don't want to lose you and I don't want anything I do to cause me to lose you. I would have been more stressed out over our phone call then anything else if I hadn't been abl to clear things up somewhat. I still don't feel as comfortable as I'd like. To be honest, I wish that we would have had more time to talk. I am going to close this message because you might be at your computer and you might hear it get in. I don't know how slow the vax is. I haven't gotten any messages from you and I am hoping it is because either the vax is slow or you haven't had time to reply to any of the messages that I sent you. I would feel terrible if you just didn't feel like writing me. I guess I am not at the point where I feel I can say anything and not lose you. I love you. Forever yours, Wanda