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???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Why must it hurt so bad to be without you? ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Robert, I love you so much there aren't words to explain it. I am not even going to try. I read some of your messages and I just want to be with you. I am not even sure how to respond. A lot of times they magnify the loneliness. Don't stop sending them to me though. It is my only means of communicating because I am going to be good and stay off of the phone. I love your mushy letters, they make me realize how much more I love you and want to spend the eternities with you. I LOVE YOU! And I can't tell you that enough. I can't spend the rest of my life without you, it would hurt too bad. It would be impossible. Your unofficial fiance, Wanda