I Love You

Robert,

You should know that I love and trust you. You can log into my account anytime you need or want to. In fact, I probably wouldn't even notice. I wouldn't have known anything if you hadn't of said anything. Robert, there is nothing in my vax account that I could possibly keep from you. I can tell you anything and everything. I asked you if I influenced you for good and you replied that you wouldn't ask me the same question. Well, tough beans. I am going to answer it anyway. I am always a better person because of you, especially when you talk of "spiritual things." I am sad though that this is more the exception than the rule -- though it makes me happy that I am an exception in most of your dating life. Robert, never worry about my feelings for you. I know I don't express it like you'd like me to, but I love you. Everyone has both masculine and feminine "traits." I guess that's where the masculine side of me tends to appear. You always hear of problem marriages because the HUSBAND doesn't say "I love you" enough. Maybe the roles are reversed here. I love you because you are you, no other reason. All things that I love about you are combined into you and that makes you who you are. (Does that sound redundant or what?) If I tell you why I love you it won't sound as poetic as when you say it, but here goes: I love the fact that you are open and honest about your feelings. Many people try to mask the way they feel, but your's are true. You are exciting and full of life. I love the way you feel about and live the gospel. I love your contentment and patience. I love the way you write, the way you talk. I love the way you sleep. Most of all though, I lvoe the way you love me. You are right anyone can make anything work, but the difference is I want to make this work. I am not settling either. I chose you to be with, it wasn't arranged. I do love you and my intended actions usually speak louder then my words. I can NEVER keep how I am feeling bottled up inside. Ask any of my friends... I am extremely easy to read. In fact, if you could read me now I would be saying "I love you and want to be with you always!" Try to realize that I put a lot more faith and trust into actions and words. Robert, you said that you'd always expected things would gradually happen. They may have happened fast, but still gradually. I didn't fall for you this hard overnight! That would be impossible -- for anyone. It takes time and love to develop the relationship we have. You said, and I quote, "I had planned, as I had mentioned earlier, to propose at a certain time. However, if it will help your peace of mind - or if you would like it better - I will shorten the time. I'm beginning to feel that we should just get on with it so that we can make concrete plans for our future instead of all the theoretical stuff." I think you're right. It will be a lot easier to plan, and both you and I would feel easier. Now that I know you are the one I want to marry and should marry, it is pointless to wait. You keep talking about me being back with my friends and social life, how can you say that when my most important, loved and dearest friend is in Los Alamos? I love you and no matter how hard I try, I can't miss you any less. It is almost 9:00 and I have to go. The lab is closing. I love you.

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