Saturday, August 27, 1994

Computers

Robert, You told me that in the fall you will sit down with me and show me how to work the computer. You said that it won't be too different from the one my father will give me come Christmas. The one my father is giving me is a 386 sx. It is the same one that I am typing on now. It is just a different brand. Does the brand make THAT much of a difference? I am not too worried about using a computer. What does have me worried though, is programming. I am worried that I won't have a nack for it. From what I did do, I loved it. Usually when I decide to do something I stick with it whether I like it or not. When I joined marching band I was tempted several times to stick with it. I did until the end of the quarter. I just won't join again next year. This is usually the reason I stick with some of my other classes. This is why I kept my personal finance class. I didn't want to drop it as soon as it got difficult. The class enrollment dropped 60% by midterm. I don't like saying that I quit or walked out on something. This is why I never let a relationship begin. You won't have to worry about me walking out on you. Joe just came in from a dance at the church. He invited me when I first got down here. My first response was no because of the last dance I went to here. I went to the New Year's Eve dance and I felt extrememly old and out of place. It was a youth dance I had been gone for two years. I left a half hour into the dance. One guy had asked me to dance and he asked me what year I was. I had told him that I was a Sophomore. He told me that I looked at least 16, not at all like I was 15. I had to explain that I was a Sophomore in COLLEGE. Back to my response. My first response was no because I had had an awful time last time, then I realized that it would have been no because I wouldn't want to dance with anyone there. The only person I would have wanted to dance with would be in NM. Then my parents went out on a date and I missed you. We will have plenty of dates and dances to go to together in the Fall. Nothing is any fun anymore without you. I had just finished watching a movie on AMC earlier. It was really funny and cute. All I could do was think of you. You are constantly in my thoughts. I can't get you off my mind. This is why I am writing to you now. This is good though. Birth Control: My mother called San Diego. The lady works in Primary Care. They told her just to take me in and request her. I wonder what she will have to say. So you are still hitting the gym? This is good. My mother went back to her exercise class this morning. She said she could tell the difference that just two weeks made. In the Fall we will go a lot and it will give me an excuse to make time. As it turns out, I have been losing weight this quarter. I don't know if it shows. My mother said that it kind of shows in my face. She said that my weight loss my be due to the pills. (Combination of a new metabolic rate and me losing my dinner.) This is one reason she wants me off of them. She's not the one that has to endure the cysts if I don't take them though. You said that you were going to write my sisters and myself. I will be anxiously looking forward to receiving them. I am sure that Desi, Cherstin and Felicia will be ecstatic to get mail. They get excited about Ed McMahon's mail addressed to them though. When mom and I go up to Utah we might stay in the Residence Halls. Mom really doesn't want to stay at my grandparents. I can rent the room and I have extra sheets for the extra bed. This way I will have someone to drive me back and forth from my parents house to collect my stuff that is in storage. I love you. I have four more letters to respond to so I am off to the next one. This is fun. I love writing to you. Always yours, Wanda

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