Monday, August 1, 1994
What was I saying?
Robert, I can't remember exactly where I left off, but I do remember that there was a lot more that I wanted to say. I made it to class in time and I think I aced the test. I am going to have to tell Cindy that I am going to be a little late tomorrow because I am going to have to take the written test before work and I have a half hour break. This also means that I won't be able to write to you until after work. Bummer. I only have a few minutes left. I don't know how I can reassure you that I know I want to marry you and that I am fully committed to this. I don't question what Mike said because I know that it is between you and I and Heavenly Father, Mike is not included in this circle. I am sorry that it sounded as if I was questioning your feelings. I am not and I will not. I trust you, completely. This means that if you tell me you love me and want to marry me, I believe you. I often wonder if I come accross a little light in my commitment to you because you keep questioning how committed I am. Please let me know what I can do to reassure you that I am committed. I don't want anything else in the world except to be by your side. This is why I am wearing your ring. I made sure that this is what I wanted before you placed the ring on my finger. Just as Bishop Poll said, "You only want to be engaged once." And I only will be engaged once. I am not going to change my mind and my commitment is strong. You aren't worried that my love for you will change, but realize that neither will my commitment. I love you with all my heart and I am dedicated to making this work. It wouldn't have worked this far if both of us weren't committed to making it work. I do believe that we are also committed enough that we past backing out. I don't think I am saying this correctly. I love you enough to not let my love or commitment to you slip. I am late for work so I better leave now. I am sorry that the message is short, but you know how little time I have. I do hope however that you understand how I feel and realize that I am fully committed to you and that will only increase as time goes on. I love you and always will. Love always, Wanda
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