Monday, August 1, 1994

love

Robert, I am glad that you agree our relationship is different, but I never expected you to disagree. Certainly this is why you have chosen to marry me. I love you. I am in a really good mood since I logged on to write you. I don't know why. I do have to go soon though because I have to take my math test. I found out that I can still get an A or A- out of that class. I thought I was doomed to a B+ at the highest. I have studied hard this weekend and I think I deserve a good score on the test. I think I will do well, but I need and A. I have never felt this secure in a relationship before either. You help me feel that way, this is one of the reasons I love you and am confident in our relationship. If wasn't sure that you and I would mae it through eternity together, I wouldn't even try, but I know that we can. I haven't seen much of Tim at all. I hope this makes you feel better, it makes me feel better. I might pass by him once a week at the most and he won't even look at me. He turns the other way. Normally I would be disturbed about this, but I think he is doing something right for once. I usually don't talk to Reilly. He will usually only say something to me as he passes me by on the stairs. I have never liked him in any way. He has always sort of... repulsed me. He only knows who I am because I dated a few guys on his floor in Wasatch. It was funny but no one on his floor liked him either. I usually don't associate with people that cause stress in my life either. Because I moved around so much I had to learn to choose my friends carefully. I had my handwriting analyzed once (it was a science project for psychology that some friends of mine were doing) and over and over it said that I choose my friends carefully. I think I do. This way I can have fun and generally not worry. I like to get to know people that lift me up rather than bring me down. This is one of the reasons I love you so much. You lift me higher and higher. I only hope that this is reciprocated and that it doesn't pull you down. However, everything you have told me so far would lead me to believe that I help you as much as you help me. I have one more letter to respond to and then I have to go to math to take the test. Hopefully I will be out by 6:00. I love you very much and can't wait to see you again. We will be very happy and have plenty of fun. All I REALLY need is to be with you. I will talk to you later. Love forever, Wanda

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