Monday, August 1, 1994
"Every second..."
Robert, It is funny, I heard "Every Second" last night. I also heard "Don't Take the Girl" and other songs that remind me of you. I missed you a lot yesterday also and I still miss you today. I don't think that I don't miss you at any time. I think it is just harder to deal with missing you at times. A lot of times my classes and work keeps me busy enough so it doesn't hurt so bad, but my mind usually ends up daydreaming of you and me together. It pleases me that I have you counting down the weeks until we will be eternally committed to each other. I thought it was funny when you counted the days (229), I didn't even go that far. The weeks sound just right. The word month sounds too long and 229 is too many days for me. Who is Laura and why are you escorting her? Just curious. If we get a dog, it will not be smelly and it has to be cute. After all we have to look at it every day. My brother's dog looks like a mutated rodent too. I am not worried about anything that Mike Nollar said. You should know by now that the only opinion I take about our relationship is yours and Heavenly Father's. The three of us together will make it work, no one else, not my parents, not your parents, not Sally and not Mike. I am not questioning your commitment to me at all. I know that you are 110% dedicated to our marriage/relationship as I am. It just caught me off gaurd because I thought Mike knew you better than that, I wasn't questioning you at all. I can see a difference in the commitment to me and other girls you have dated, even though I didn't know you or them before. I asked "Could 'MIKE' think this is a phase you are going through," not "Is this a phase you are going through." I know it is not a phase I a going through, I am relying on te answer I got and I feel that you received the same one. Also, I am not depending on your light for this answer. I made sure I knew for myself that I was to marry you. Joe received a witness that I was the girl for him, however, I didn't receive the same answer. When I am with you I know that we received a mutual answer and that Heavenly Father is very pleased with my choice. It is 10:05 and I have to be in class (I have a test to take). I will write more on this later when I have time. That might not be until after my math test though. Please remember that I love you and I don't question our relationship. I may question why I am so lucky to have gotten you from time to time, but I know that you DO love me and always will. I may speak of what other people say, but I stopped questioning if it was right the moment Heavenly Father told me it was. I love you and can't wait to be with you. Your Committed Fiancee, Wanda
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