Monday, August 1, 1994

A week early

Robert, I will have to see what I can do to get back to Salt Lake early. If I do this it would only be because I could be with you a week earlier and we would only have to go 3.5 weeks without one another. I love my grandparents dearly but can only endure so much of their company. I am glad that you are getting some work done for Mary. She may not be impressed by what you have done, but I will be impressed with you and you should be impressed with yourself. You, like myself, run on verbal compliments. This last Christmas my parents would tell me that they were very pleased with me and it would generate good feelings and cause me to do more. They would give me even more praise and the cycle would continue. When I went home for Spring break it didn't seem to work as well. You have spoken about being a better RA on Connie's staff, she would give you praise. Mary could probably get a lot more out of you if she complimented you on the improvements. She may actually be extremely impressed but she just isn't verbal in this area. I think we have a cycle where one boosts the other up and the other one reciprocates this action. This is part of the reason we work so well together. I was thinking about what everyone was saying. I think we really do go together. I think we compliment each other well. Sean first pointed this out to me before he even met you. I miss you terribly but it helps (and in some ways hinders) to write to you. It helps because my spirits are lightened before a stressing test. It hinders because I will miss you even more than when I came into the lab. Katrina and Brian found and apartment. They are going to move Katrina into it Fall quarter and Brian after they get married. I am excited for them. I am going to go into housing to talk to Debbi. The only problem is WHEN do I do this? I could go in and talk to her Friday, but I hope that this isn't too late. Hopefully since we are moving we will be able to get a room in Stansbury. I want to stay close to Julia. She thinks I am going to abandon her once you are back. She is right in some ways. I won't be around as much, only because we won't be in the same hall. Maybe I can talk to Debbi about this too. I would love to go down to Los Alamos to visit you. I think we would have lots of fun. I don't think there is a holiday during Winter quarter though. If my memory serves me correctly there wasn't this past year. I have to go now. It is time for me to go take my test. If you read this before 6:00, say a little prayer for me to be calm and notice all of my little errors. Those are the ones that always mess me up. I need all the help I can get. Especially since I will be thinking of you, though in a lot of ways this will help. I love you very much and we will be together soon for time and all eternity. I love you. Wanda PS I will come back again tonight after the test to write more email to you. Although I guess you know this because there will be more messages after this one. I LOVE YOU!!!

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